Si totul incepe asa.."..am pierdut timp incercand sa fiu un devin om obisnuit, un om normal in societate si sa imi gasesc locul in ea, insa m-am lovit de ceea ce era mai important, de mine.. timpul s-a scurs incet si repede ca si cum as privi nisipul unei clepsidre cum se scurge fara sa pot sa ii fac ceva, lucrurile marete la care visam in trecut s-au pierdut sau s-au schimbat, si realitatea mi-a aratat ca este foarte greu sa iti urmezi visele sau sa faci ceva notabil, care sa ramana in urma ta.."

"..am cunoscut foarte multe persoane interesante si oameni de la care am avut foarte mult de invatat, am trecut prin multe lucruri pe care sper sa pot intr-o buna zi sa le pot povesti nepotilor, insa in cazul in care nu o sa am posibilitatea sa fac asta stiu ca cel putin as fi avut ce sa le povestesc, au venit / plecat / si vin prieteni noi, dar asta este si va vi mereu un lucru prezent.." "..am ramas dator si am de primit multe lucruri de la persoanele mai mult sau mai putin episodice in viata mea, am fost apreciat si am apreciat in acelas timp, au fost lucruri de care nu sunt mandu ca le-am facut si au fost lucruri care le-as face si acum, au fost poteci pe care le-am batut prea mult si unele pe care nu le-am batut deloc, cum dealtfel au fost si sunt varfuri pe care le-am cucerit prea mult sau deloc.."

In oricare situatie insa prezentul este cel care te face sa fi sau sa nu fi realizat, implinit, impacat cu tine, trecutul nu are nici o relavanta daca in prezent esti 'asa', viitorul nu este decat o pura posibilitate si poate fi luat in aceeasi barca ca si trecutul.

Prin aceste idei nu vreau sa impresionez pe nimeni, nu urmaresc nici un scop, nu vreau sa fiu vizitat, nu vreau sa fie un top din care sa fac parte, insa profit de libertatea pe care o am sa sa imi exprim liber gandurile si trairile, si sa pot sa ma bucur de aceasta seara care este frumoasa chiar daca afara sunt -12 ° celsius.

Cu mult respect iti doresc cititorule sa ai numai ture senine si sa nu uiti ca cel mai important in viata e sa fii tu si sa faci astfel incat sa te pui in situatia sa faci numai lucruri care iti plac.

"Quotes"

"Frumusetea unui virf nu consta in a-l cuceri odata, ci in pasiunea cu care vei stii sa il cuceresti dupa"

Uneori am impresia ca omul, prin natura lui umana tinde sa disconsidere/subaprecieze valoarea unui varf, a unui munte, a unui om dupa ce ajunge sa il cunoasca, dupa ce ajunge sa il cucereasca, dupa ce ajunge sa il supuna.Frumusetea traita/ sentimentul placut este cu atat mai seducator/are si "trairea" mai intensa cu cat pasiunea acestuia nu isi pierde din intensitate dealungul timpului, sau in cazul acesta dupa un numar mai mare de cuceriri.

Sunt sanse mari sa se nasca un sentiment de resect pentru oamenii care reusesc sa puna mereu pasiune in ceea ce fac, si nu se lasa prada usoara celui mai usor lucru de facut in acest caz, acela de a nu mai pune pasiune si a renunta,as putea compara oamenii care pun pasiune in ceea ce fac cu pictorii care inca stiu sa deseneze(nu toti stiu), sau fotografii ce fac fotografii si nu poze.

Acelasi sentiment de respect pot spune ca eu il am fata de persoanele care raman mereu tinere (iar varsta pe care o au nu este o povara pentru ei, ci dimpotriva), si sunt mereu la curent cu "noul", eu exemplu potrivit ar fi al unui pensionar care isi verifica zilnic emailul, persoane care nu "regreseaza" cum se spune, ci "se opresc in a mai avansa".

As putea sa completez citatul gasit spunand si ca frumusetea unui varf este/ consta in cat de mare este dorinta de a il cuceri din nou.

Lasand la o parte introducerea de "cate-randuri-am-scris", cred ca cel mai mult m-a motivat sa scriu aceste lucruri dorul de munte, dorul de aer curat..dorul de primavara.

Daca pasiunea vine din starea de spirit pe care o ai(sau macar o parte), atunci nu cred ca se poate lua cineva de mine daca afirm faptul ca vina este a noastra atunci cand traim viata ca pe un numar redus de varfuri pe care le-am cucerit, insa de care nu ne mai leaga o pasiune destul de puternica.

Sunt multe varfuri care merita recucerite cu mai multa pasiune, si reapreciate cu la adevarata lor valoare cu o pasiune mai mare decat am fi dispusi sa o facem, dar totusi: tu cata pasiune pui?

change...the need to change

..this is the post that followes the change of my blog look, acctually this is just the start..but i prefer to say it's an end, why i did this? well there are a few reasons, and a few explications that i will write down..

    de ce am ales sa imi schimb template-ul la blog?, pai din mai multe motive, desi va spun eu ca nu e deloc usor, de multe ori am avut tentative (nereusite , bineinteles) si mereu mi-au dat batai de cap...in primul rand ca nu ma mai incalzea, ma obisnuisem cu el, nu ma reprezenta(nu spun ca acesta e bine definit, insa e un mic inceput), aveam nevoie de o schimbare, pentru ca lucrurile incepusera sa mearga prost, din cate ma uit eu anul asta am postat mai putine articole ca anul trecut, si chiar asa, sunt mai putin bune "calitativ" decat cele din trecut, asta inseamna un regres, si poate asta e un moment in care o sa incep sa scriu si eu cu adevarat ceva util pe blog, pentru ca asa mi s-ar parea normal(acum cine stie ce inseamna normal)..

   ...am vrut o schimbare pentru ca era nevoie, o nevoie pe care o avem si noi, oamnenii in general, nevoie de continua schimbare, tin minte ce spunea un "coleg" de al meu, "nimic nu e mai constant decat schimbarea", si am efectuat acea schimbare, am luat putina atitudine si in curand o sa vreau sa imi fac ordine in blog(asta urmeaza)..desi sunt constinet de faptul ca "un blog" nu spune asa multe lucriuri despre tine, la fel cum spun "hainele", dar cu siguranta in ziua de azi ar trebui sa fim atenti pana si la "cat de stranse ne sunt sireturile", "care gauri avem in buzunar", cu alte cuvinte..la toate lucrurile, pana in maruntaiele si microscopia lor pentru ca acum conteaza mai mult decat inainte, "lumea evolueaza", si deci ar trebui sa evoluam si noi(cel mai bine ar fi pentru noi inaintea ei), sau sa tinem pasul pentru ca altfel o sa ne trezim intr-o buna zi depasiti, desi nu spune asa multe despre noi, in general in viata nu "exista o a doua impresie"...

   ..desi mi-a luat destul de mult timp sa fac aceasta schimbare,sunt bucuros ca am facut-o, e un inceput, si e un lucru care ma incurajeaza, faptul ca fac asta l asfarsit de an, imi da incredere ca la anul o sa imi doresc cat mai multe lucruri..spuneam in titlu "the need to change", pentru ca este o nevoie, a noastra, a fiecaruia, de a se schimba, de a ne schimba, de a nu mai fii noi, de a trece la the "next level", sau mai bine spus de a "avansa", nu spun ca tot timpul lucrul asta se reuseste(la avansat), se poate sa se intample si cazul contrar, insa daca refuzi sa evoluezi, si spui ca ti-e bine asa, e ca si cum ai fi boxeor, ai avantaj 100 de puncte si lasi garda jos (primesti una in mecla, de jos s-ar putea sa numeri 100 de puncte)..

   ..dar ce mai conteaza..azi mi-am schimbat si eu "freza"..

Things do not change; we change.

curiosity...or will?

   ..strange..people change..or...people think diffrent in some conditions...people start to desire / hate things, not ordinary things, special things, like the opposite ones..the desire / hate are the extreme parts, i am asking why people change there minds, or what are the resons that make people change there minds..

   ..why this question?.."curiosity"..."will"..well, things are quite simple, why sometimes do we want forbidden things?..forbiden like opposite, like dangerous.. "hard" to earn..diffrent..and things like this..this is about options..this is about why we chose..and what we chose..

   ..people change...i change..u change..hmmm..i like blondes..and i like brunets...but..there is a time in life..when you have to chose..what do you want...blond or brunete?
  in most cases, you will make your mind..and you will decide..and you will choose..I don't know..the blond one...the brunete..doesn't matter, what matters is that you will chose...and you will be decided...and time will pass..

   ..but..sometimes..people start to change there mind..or..start thinking about the decisions they have made in the past..and start thinking about the right decision, or start to think about the decision they made..and start wondering..about.."what where if had chosen the blond / brunete one instead"?..and you wonder...and wonder..sometimes..if you have luck..you will have the posibility to chose again..maybe you will be curious...maybe you will want to..change the blond / brunete one..maybe you will want what you don't have...or maybe..you will not know what to chose..

so..what to chose? the blond or the brunete?

"With every person that furks you up, you lose a piece of your humanity!" ©Belea2008...with this title my friend begins his post.. ..and i answer to him..
"With every person that furks you up, you lose a piece of your humanity, and win another piece of humanity!"

..i agree upon the ideea, but i want to say what i think is wrong in this ideea..and I want to give an answer to Belea2008 question, ""How many blows you have to take until you lose ALL your HUMANITY?...i think we can't do that..in my opinion every person who "furks" you up takes away a pice of humanity and gives anoter piece of humanity, among things i've learned from cartoones countes this one, "in the battle between good and evil, it can't be any winner, just that good or evil takes another form", and i think that the blue ideea can give an example about things u can not lose...and i think humanity is one of them...

  in most parts i am "what doesn't kill u, makes you stronger" - beliver, and when somebody "furks" you, that person makes you stronger, makes you more experienced..but I ask myself..has ever anybody complained about having to much experience(to little humanity?)

  about the changes that came upon you when somebody furks you, such as: doubt others indirectly after that, i say it's a normal thing, i say this is part of our self-defense system, if u touch something and it burnes, the next time you will see that thing you will not touch it because u know it burnes, but when it comes to people these things are quite interesting..because you never know when that person burns , this a piece of the humanity

   ..what is interesting about the "furks" we recive is time(and implicit the change)..it is absolutley unexpectable..this is an important factor..people change, people forget....when you forget..(u recive the humanity you lost and with the humanity you've recived i think you're more human then you were before..(can be a posibility:P))..and when you change - and this happenes frequently - you define youre humanity.

humanity it's defined by all things that "surround" people

PS: you can replace the furks word with a similarry most used word:d

we became a better plyer only when we play with a better player then we are

   ..this could be about games, about friends and about life, this is my fist post that is an answer to another post of one of my freinds, his blog adress is here click me:P and it's the first blog that make my mind think..(twice:P)... "Great people talk about ideas, average people talk about things, and small people talk about wine"©geo..

   ..when i say player..i say me, and i say you..and i reffrer to the game we play, the level, the speed and intensity, i write about how important it is for me to have a good player besides me, a player that helpes you...a player whom you help.. ...think about this..everywhone knowes whow to play chess, right? that game ruled/and rules or in a specific way, gouvernates our mind when we play, have u asked youreself when wes the moment when you've learned to play the game, not only to learn the rules and learn how to move?

   my answer is simple..only when i played with a player that was better than me..when i say better i do not say that he "beated be", i say that eighter he had qualityies that i did not, and he played parts of the game better then me, eighter he was better then me..and playing with him dragged me up slowley, eighter he was way to better then me and that is the best player to play!

   i'm drinking a beer right now..and i'm trying to stay tuned..but..

do u want to play?

PS: i stoll my friend ideea and i'll put u a song..that is embedded below..enjoy!

the need to be draged, the need to drag

   ..why there is this need?..i was thinking about people who draged me up , and the people i drag up..i was thinking...why do i don't quit the people who drag me down(bassicaly "the people i drag up are the people who drag me down..") and keep only tho people who drag me up...

   ..and i was confused..why? it is a need? or it's just coincidence? anyway..i still have no sure answer..but an answer i've been thinking sounds like this.."we need to be draged, we need to drag up"..tell me..do u have people that drag u up?..do u have people who u drag up?

   ..i think it is an yes..but speaking of this..a selfish way to say..if u want te be a better and a smart man..u have to not have something that drages me down, right?..maybe it because whe don't want to be the end or the start..maybe it's because we need something above us..and something above us..

   ..i apreciate teh people who draged me up..and i thank them..in my own way..and maybe the people who i drag up help me become the people who draged me up..maybe this is the debt we have to pay..for those people who helped us..maybe it's the need. ....what if we..

get away with it ?

about trust..about expectations..

    monday morning..sunny day..i've weaked up to early..although sometimes i think i wake up to late..speaking of faith and trust..this post is about expectations and trust..it's about what are we expecting from our friends, our family, our partners, our job..or maybe it's about dissapointments, it's about how all the time we have "great expectations" and the fact that we don't have trust in the people i've written before..although we care about that people..

    ..people who don't see that they hurt other people by having to much expectations, and to little faith, having problems accepting the reality are makeing my subject now..and a ask myself, why?..why so little faith?
   Why are some people bleind, why they hurt the people who care? I don't understand that...but i see this every day..in my life..in other lives..it's something that exists..

   ...people have to much faith, to much faith that you will lose..to much faith that you will dissapoint them they don't apreciate many things..they do not measure the expectations..i had to many expectations..and i screwed with them..because i wasn't able to see...people - they are how they are ..but i'll remember an ideea ..

smart people trust children, displeased ones don't

double or nothing?

    well..this is a very hard thing to say..or chose..i am curios about one thing..when to give up..in most of the cases there is a question, double or nothing, double means that u go to the next level, nothing that u receve nothing, and worse, u lose all things u've recived before.

   ..so i wonder myself how do i/we take this decision..now is a double or nothing thing..and i am trying to figer out what should i do.. in most cases..i think that i lose something, and then i quit, and chose nothing, but if i look closley i see that i don't recive what i need, so i want to recive more..

    ..but if it's about luck..this is a problem..i am not chuck norris to say, "i was lucky once, i'll be lucky twice"..the luck we have, is luck, this depends on what? i'm curious..most of the people say it's the attitude..but i tell does people that that is not enough!..all i can se is that..if u want to win the game, u must play it!

   ..sometimes when i need luck, i don't recive anything..sometimes when i don't need luck, i recive twice as luck i need.., in most cases when i have something, the chance of reciving/wining/having luck on the thing i have, much is bigger that in the case i do not have that thing, so strange..all this things..they give me a thing to think..

..so..double or nothing?

studentii si profesorul la examen..

   ..trei studenti inaintea unui examen, unul foarte bine pregatit, unul cu un nivel mediu de cunostinte si unul slab pregatit, se inteleg asupra ordinii de intrare, si au hotarat ca sa intre cel mediu primul , apoi cel foarte bine pregatit si apoi cel "tamaie". Cel mediu, intra primul. La iesirea din examen, ceilalti il intreaba:

• Cum a fost?
• - Ca o discutie normala de la profesor la student!
• Intra cel supertare. La iesire, aceeasi intrebare, raspunsul:
• - Ca o discutie de la profesor la profesor!
• Cand in sfarsit intra si cel "tamaie", sta inauntru o ora.
• Cand iese, ceilalti il intreaba:
• - Cum a fost daca ai stat atata?
• - Ca o discutie de la preot la preot! - Cum asa?
• - Pai el intreba... eu imi faceam cruce. Eu raspundeam, el isi facea cruce...